tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58115512011-08-12T01:55:14.948+10:00A peek into an evil, twisted mind...Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.comBlogger2831100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-56921494245725671942010-08-08T23:00:00.003+10:002010-08-08T23:08:07.703+10:00

I see us drifting further and further apart. I don't know what to do. I want to reach out and call out to her, to tell her I miss her, but something stops me - a combination of fear, pride and hurt. Fear that she may not even know what I'm talking about. Hurt, if she can see it happening, that she's simply letting it happen and pride - my everlasting ego not wanting to cater to her any longer

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-52533200928978631872010-08-03T12:00:00.004+10:002010-08-03T12:45:08.681+10:00

Right now, it's 10am in Malaysia - I should be there. I'm sitting at home alone, instructing everyone that I am not to be contacted at this time. I need a moment to mourn; to imagine that I did manage to get that flight last night, that I'm right there, able to say my one last final goodbye to you. I still can't believe you're gone. That I'll never get to see you again.. And it fills my heart

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-5588476379265481052010-06-13T18:59:00.001+10:002010-06-13T19:01:12.451+10:00

He came over to pick up some things. The whole time he had his hand on the door handle standing there, like he couldn't wait to f**king get away.What a disappointment. I feel like a fool. I resent him for it. I resent me for allowing him to make me feel like this.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-74531258416440580032010-06-02T20:21:00.002+10:002010-06-02T20:37:48.355+10:00

For the first time in my life, I feel utterly lost. Like I'm out at night on a dark deserted highway and there's absolutely nothing in sight. Which way do I go? Where am I? What am I supposed to do? Life seems to be either going nowhere or downhill. I feel like I should be seeking help but yet have no strength to search for it. I take my shower, glance into the mirror and I see the bones jutting

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-90679406023213417412009-12-05T13:00:00.000+11:002009-12-05T13:27:58.845+11:00

The Ren Water lady is perhaps the most challenging type of female, of all the 10 Day Masters. The Ren Water lady is inherently difficult to please, with almost zero tolerance for fools and f*** wittage. She is demanding, capable of being petulant, disdainful of weakness, yet expects all the conventions of romance and passion from her man. To borrow an analogy from Grey's Anatomy, her man needs to

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-11180578796316268822009-12-05T12:56:00.000+11:002009-12-05T12:59:51.921+11:00

The Ren Water lady is perhaps the most challenging type of female, of all the 10 Day Masters. The Ren Water lady is inherently difficult to please, with almost zero tolerance for fools and f*** wittage. She is demanding, capable of being petulant, disdainful of weakness, yet expects all the conventions of romance and passion from her man. To borrow an analogy from Grey's Anatomy, her man needs to

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-45176569918812493742009-09-19T19:49:00.000+10:002009-09-19T19:50:54.588+10:00

Fact is, at the end of the day, under all this, it's still bloody there.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-13253526027441372372009-04-22T04:54:00.002+10:002009-04-22T05:00:22.008+10:00

I think with Melbourne relationships, every year there comes a particular "season", for lack of a better term, when most couples decide to end their time together. Funnily enough, this seems to be the time. How awful. Everybody's in tears. Well, tough luck. Join the crowd. Welcome back, cold-heartedness.. *sigh*I wish the world would be more alert, more observant, less.. stupid. Stop asking

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-68163012998448383652009-04-15T05:13:00.002+10:002009-04-15T05:19:55.942+10:00

Easter long weekend was a joyyy and then Monday came and highlighted the ending of something I had thought was wonderful. Alas, good things don't last forever and now there's no turning back. Only moving forward. No more rubbish sentimentalities. I keep telling myself I've given up but I know that somewhere deep down inside, I am still always hoping. And then I quell that thought by reminding

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-61423397075840518012009-04-09T05:10:00.003+10:002009-04-09T05:22:00.811+10:00

As I watch you sleeping soundly, I feel an immense ache in my heart. You are the only one for me; no one else could ever take your place. Every day that I spend with you brings you closer to my heart. Watching you grow over the past three years, listening to you snore as you sleep soundly, hearing you whimper in your dreams - they're all a comfort to me. You are the only one who awaits me

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-16317092253971951452009-04-06T15:44:00.003+10:002009-04-06T17:19:30.870+10:00

J: So what is this?E: *shurgs*J: No, seriously, let's have a conversation..E: *whines* I don't like conversations..J: Why are things so complicated?E: *silence*J: What is this? Is this something where u dun actually wanna be with me anymore but you don't want anyone else to be with me? Is that it?E: Errr.... yeahJ: So what? You want me to be single for the rest of my life?E: No la.. that would be

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-44497161314530863422009-04-01T08:32:00.002+11:002009-04-01T08:57:37.002+11:00

..........Why does my brain move so fast? I can't structure my sentences fast enough!*pause*Let's try this again.You blew a massive whirlwind at me, and now that it's gone past, I'm can only stare blankly at the havoc and destruction that you've caused in my life. I walk around blindly in a daze, still able to smile, still able to laugh, yet not quite knowing what it is exactly I'm smiling or

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-42171804844895140722008-12-20T17:22:00.003+11:002008-12-20T17:33:58.309+11:00

I think I've learnt to handle being alone in the house. It's still a little daunting sometimes, especially at nights, but I think I've achieved a sense of serenity to last me throughout the days. Or maybe it's just because my past few days have been hectic and probably a little fuzzy from the lack of sleep (or rather, no sleep at all).Truth be told, the break's been a good thing, showing me all

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-39377463735511996272008-10-27T19:09:00.002+11:002008-10-27T19:16:58.394+11:00

I logged in with so much to say and now that I'm here.. The words are all messed up in my head.How does it feel to know that the things you say or do no longer matter to him? To know that your tears mean nothing and that he can now walk out in the midst of an argument to do something that now means more to him that you do. To look back at the past to know that once upon a time he was never like

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-91845083939226044192008-10-12T08:19:00.002+11:002008-10-12T08:22:24.985+11:00

The falling sky grows darker every day. And moonlight fading as you walk away. And all the roads that lead me to your heart……have gone astrayMy hands are tied behind my back, and I’m weakened by, your slow attack, you take me in, then change your mind again.Your spinning wheel won’t lead me to your view, and all the words I need to hear from you, I’m holding on but guess I’m out of luck,…and

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-70902585160371703042008-09-26T16:25:00.002+10:002008-09-26T16:41:31.193+10:00

After days of wandering around the house aimlessly in search of something to fill up my holiday time with, I have discovered that..... SDO IS BACK ONLINE~!!! *woot woot woot* omg I'm so excited its not even funny. It's now called SDO-X = Super Dancer Online Extreeeemmmmmeeeeeee HAHAHAHHA!!And so I patiently sat here for the past 1.5 days waiting firstly for my 1.46GB game client, and now 44.45MB

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-67044884421542160752008-09-12T22:44:00.003+10:002008-09-12T22:54:59.038+10:00

An outburst of thoughts quickly before I fold them away somewhere and forget.I guess I cannot expect anyone else to share the feelings of heartbreak and pity I feel when I leave Mitsu alone at home for an extended period of time. After all, he is mine and I shouldn't expect anyone to care for him as much as I do. I know its wrong of me but yet I can't help feeling disappointed when I realize that

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-61292362786497058982008-09-08T16:01:00.003+10:002008-09-08T16:11:57.385+10:00

I sit here this afternoon, wondering how we came to end up in this state. At moments I feel claustrophobic; an urgent need to get away from you. What remains of yesterday is no longer what you accused me of, not even the fact that you accused me, but that you walked out of the house while I was sleeping and never bothered to say a word. Truth be told, that's all I can think about when I open my

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-62203386840386538192008-07-27T00:52:00.002+10:002008-07-27T01:03:26.352+10:00

Somehow not having a laptop anymore makes maintaining my blog incredibly difficult; especially when the other half is constantly on the desktop. I feel very disconnected from the virtual world. When was the last time I signed into MSN? Wait, no, when was the last time I checked my mail?I'm currently at Ewa's place since I can no longer BEAR to live at home. It's a noisy, impolite and

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-50036082328688528922008-04-26T20:07:00.002+10:002008-04-26T20:13:28.272+10:00

Two weeks till the next midsem. Waves of accomplishment with mid-sem study and report all done in the same day. Seems like it turned out well, fingers crossed. Well, I do think I did pretty well.All in all it's been a long half a semester, ups and downs within myself. Suddenly riddled with confusion and long-lost feelings returning to overwhelm me. Feelings of anger and envy, the rage building up

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-78271462016420016042008-02-20T02:05:00.002+11:002008-02-20T02:08:37.491+11:00

9 days till I set my feet on Melbourne ground.I'm so homesick; if Melbourne is home.I dun wanna holiday anymoreeeeee.I'm at a lost for words. So many things running around in my head that I just can't seem to think straight. Rollercoaster of emotions from this one month long unwanted trip. Proving myself right each time - it was a bad idea to come. Apart from all that, nice places to see, not too

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-15737356978672050592008-01-16T01:49:00.000+11:002008-01-16T01:53:55.786+11:00

Falling asleep at 5am in the morning with the intention of waiting up for the loved one to land at 8.25am.LOL.All is well. Am I ever excited. Somehow I thought life would be more interesting with his return. But perhaps not today - both king and him have been asleep the entire day with the rare occasion of one of them waking up and playing a game or two before falling back asleep. Meanwhile I sit

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-24303559928950113692007-07-18T01:43:00.000+10:002007-07-18T01:52:37.970+10:00

Let's not talk abt results.. *sigh* Finally sat for my Anatomy supplementary paper today which I think i going to turn out very bad, making me wish I had not missed my paper in the first place. I think I would've done better than. *sobs* So here's to Thursday, wishing I do really well for Biochem which would more than make up for Anatomy.Days are passing by, life getting a little too hectic for

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-62409975441835960082007-06-21T11:19:00.000+10:002007-06-21T12:38:28.639+10:00

!@#$%^&*Excuse the lack of updates for a month. Blame it on the exams. I hate them so much but thankfully, ALAS, they're finally OVERRRRRRRR =) =) =)Words cannot describe how happy I am that they're over. *tee hee* bleah the company that produces V makes a lot of money from students like Ame and I during exams, but I think I'm becoming immune to it. Gah NOOOOO~!!! cannotttttt ): how to survive

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-53018752048189665572007-05-19T16:28:00.000+10:002007-05-19T16:35:41.694+10:00

3 weeks away from exams and I've finally gotten my life semi on track. Decisions have been made, actions have been taken. Now I just need the other side to respond.King's given up on taking care of Mitsu until the end of June so he's been living in my apartment for the past week. Unfortunately, that's not a good long-term plan and I'm looking for ways out. Either I move, or Mitsu has to go

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-10767830802218451952007-05-06T12:59:00.000+10:002007-05-06T13:08:22.396+10:00

Happy birthday to my sister. The practically non-existent one since nowadays I don't see you much anymore eversince I moved out =) But I still love you and I hope I don't poison you today with my cooking. Alas, our bonding session filled with juicy gossips and unstoppable rants is here.On another note, welcome back hermit life since no money = no life. And no longer anyone to support me. Here

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-35976032664301391602007-04-18T12:55:00.000+10:002007-04-18T13:06:33.811+10:00

Boo hoo the holidays have ended and it's really funny to see the trams on Swanston St suddenly so full again. From being able to hop onto any tram I want, chances are I now have to wait for the second one cos the first one's too filled with people to fit an ant in there. *growl*One test down and two more to go next week. No worries, I'm still on top of the game. For now. =)Had class at 11am but

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-10911412276704163892007-04-08T15:27:00.000+10:002007-04-08T15:35:00.518+10:00

Time out from uni, even though I haven't exactly been the perfect student so far. But it feels great to take a break, pausing life for a moment so I can catch up to date with what's been going on around me. One week to catch my breath before a million and one tests pounce on me similar to the way Adel does. Sitting in front of King's computer with Amelia across the room from me somehow feels

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-69864684734700856062007-03-26T15:55:00.000+10:002007-03-26T16:23:54.738+10:00

mitsu sunbathing doggy best friendssleepy's attempt at teaching mitsu how to swim the happy familyVisit ame for more.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-32856630681676172942007-03-25T13:55:00.000+10:002007-03-25T14:04:15.670+10:00

Heading in all the wrong directions - perhaps leading to my own downfall. Yay what's new?The pain seems to have gone. I wonder whether it's a temporary or a permanent thing =/ I hope its temporary cos then at least I could give the doctors a chance to figure out what was actually wrong. Not looking forward to the ultrasound on Wednesday though. Which reminds me - having to make your way to the

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-72345861708805015872007-03-21T22:07:00.000+11:002007-03-21T22:17:01.930+11:00

I think I've found my new favourite doctor XD i like very much. Hahaha.. not to mention he actually has no bloody clue as to what's wrong with me. He hazards guesses and then decides that it may not be the right answer =/ but i like him anyway. He amuses me, which is something new in a long long time.So.. right now i'm just trying to make the most of what's left of life in Melbourne. Making it

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-41695650706000462442007-03-09T23:20:00.000+11:002007-03-09T23:21:07.121+11:00

For some strange reason, the world seems to be busy at the exact same time ):I'm so tired.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-19588986354648797442007-03-07T18:49:00.002+11:002007-03-07T18:55:33.511+11:00

I never realized that one person's death could have such a rippling effect. Even people who never knew that person could be affected. Wow. Impressive. But so bloody MISERABLE.Peini's gone out so I have the house to myself to clear my mind and think. I feel suffocated. And scattered. On top of that, I no longer have to room to hide myself in when I just want to be alone. For the time being, that

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-23992187428324968412007-03-05T05:06:00.000+11:002007-03-07T18:56:42.074+11:00

I love KL because it used to be home. Its not home anymore and my heart is heavy because I know its time to let it go. I guess I won't have any strong urges to return anymore and if I do, it would only be for a holiday. This isn't home anymore. Looking out of the window of my hotel room on the 17th floor, watching the fireworks for the last day of Chinese New Year, it finally hits me. It's quite

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-19558348142355625682007-02-28T14:08:00.000+11:002007-03-07T18:57:30.903+11:00

They took my pretty lighter away - the red one with the flashy blue light ): Should have just handed in the other one. They didn't even check again lorh. Dammit.My heart's breaking having to leave these little people with very big hearts. They make me feel so welcomed. Lol. Whenever I'm around them, I actually get the gist of the word 'family'. Such a strange feeling.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-17620446826158944452007-02-19T01:41:00.000+11:002007-02-19T01:42:10.138+11:00

Guys are all so full of shit. Seriously.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-58224948228366700532007-02-17T15:44:00.000+11:002007-02-17T15:54:01.365+11:00

I should've joined the queue later. I should've held his hand tighter. I should've held him and not let go ): Hearing him like this tears me apart. He's coming to Brunei on the 21st. I'm leaving Brunei on the 21st. We'll be going in the opposite directions at the same time. How upsetting. I wish fate would stop fighting us. Can't we just have ONE thing go our way?I wonder what life will be like

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-85961487081178410082007-02-09T03:49:00.000+11:002007-02-06T16:10:13.461+11:00

I'm very hungwyy.. It's 12.50am and I haven't had dinner. And lunch was a long time ago. Boo hoo..But I don't wanna disturb. I'm getting that feeling where it's somehow my fault. Very very guilty. Like as if I'm somewhat responsible for all this. I know I'm not because we're not even related. But I do feel guilty. Because we live together. Because she's like a sister to me. Because I care.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-39214980859481430832007-02-06T16:07:00.000+11:002007-02-06T16:10:13.604+11:00

Hello! I once again have internet. ^^ so cool yeah? Well I'm in Singapore. Already. And having a lot more fun in one day than 3 days in KL. =/ let's just say things didn't quite go as well as expected. But that's a good thing *wink* Strong firm decisions to make.Going shopping in a bit. Waiting for the beloved housemate whose place I'm currently staying at to get out of the shower so we can make

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-17630939723495158632007-01-26T01:45:00.000+11:002007-01-26T01:53:33.247+11:00

Adel is a very wise and mature person. Hahahaha.. I like ^^Adelene, Amelia and Jennifer are very the same same. Perhaps I should change my name to something beginning with 'a' too. Then we can be even more same same than we already are. Hehehehehehehe I'M SO EXCITED!! Lalala..Random note - Jennifer's phone bill for December. AUD$751.95 =/ WTF MAN!!

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-71439183005598449472007-01-24T17:00:00.000+11:002007-01-24T17:02:27.795+11:00

Oh no crap crap crap I got my test date wrong!! I thought it was on the 24th but its actually on the 29th of Jan. Oh no no no!! MY FLIGHT IS ON THE 29TH! 12.45AM! OH NO!! HOW??? Have to delay flight by one day or at least a couple of hours. Bloody hell so spoiler. Bullshit la. *growl* I'm so angryyyyyyyy

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-33457804030368367242007-01-21T14:06:00.000+11:002007-01-21T14:09:37.453+11:00

Melbourne Melbourne Melbourne HERE I COME~!! AHAHAHAHA I'm so exciteddd.. =) Just a few hours and I'll be there. Ahhh sweet home, sweet love, sweet life. Yesh it's my home now.AND I HAVE PRESENTS FOR ADELENE ANG, AMELIA KOE, CHONG PEI NI AND SEAN TEH!!

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-91507637063840812492007-01-16T22:47:00.000+11:002007-01-16T22:54:40.727+11:00

Well, the good news is.. love songs don't work for me anymore =) I'm not 'so sick of love songs', no, and I still hate that stupid song but the words don't hit me anymore. They're just words now. Nothing more nothing less.The bad news is.. I'm turning into a sucker for pain. HAHAHAH! Sadist, you stupid little ****. I was referring to myself, btw. Don't anyone else get offended.Is it weird for me

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-44808637414522765122007-01-15T22:47:00.000+11:002007-01-15T22:54:30.224+11:00

The Bottom LineIf you come across a snag in your flow today, don't take it as a sign of failure.In DetailYou should be very proud of how you've handled yourself recently, especially since you were being so heavily scrutinized (you didn't know that, did you?). This pride will continue to carry you onward, but you should be on the lookout for a few obstacles along the way. If you come across any

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-2278004211468393002007-01-14T16:57:00.000+11:002007-01-14T17:26:58.808+11:00

ur nothin better than the other girls i fuk and forget abtThank you. For a moment there I thought someone could love me for who I am and help me to grow and become a better me. Lol. How fooled I was by this thing called "love". To think I was so stupid I fell for it all.So yes, maybe I really am nothing better than the other girls you fuck and forget about. But that's okay, because you can say

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-26252819300477557412007-01-14T02:59:00.000+11:002007-01-14T03:08:37.838+11:00

The Bottom LineTransitioning into a healthier, happier you takes the courage to try new things.In DetailYou have one particular habit that, as fun as it is, may be holding you back from moving forward right now. Even if it doesn't seem possible to live your life without it, you should at least give it a try today. You don't have to make huge declarations about whether or not you are going to

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-45755350196322502092007-01-12T22:45:00.000+11:002007-01-12T22:59:31.579+11:00

La la la.. trying to fill up my time now that che has gone back to Melbourne. Without me. NEVERMIND! 8 days till I go back to Melbourne too. 17 days till I FLYYYYYY. KL and me are good best friends. Best friends for long long time. My most faithful friend has awaited me 4 years and I am finally going back! ^^ I'm so excited ROARRRRR. But I hope I haven't made a rash decision in making this trip.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-81326722879528780382007-01-12T00:49:00.000+11:002007-01-12T01:04:31.136+11:00

This is the real goodbye.Ending with words like:Sean - 心灰意冷 雲楓看到密我 says (12:37 AM):r u trying to pick a fight ?jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):....................jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):fuck u lajenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1206818686696546952007-01-12T00:23:00.000+11:002007-01-12T00:28:27.494+11:00

I wonder why it's always so much easier to pretend that the actions of someone you care about don't affect you that much or at all when you're no longer with that person. Like, it doesn't really matter if he doesn't have time to spend with you, or he doesn't call you or sms you for days. Why? Because, technically, you no longer have the right to demand that from them. So, yes, although it hurts

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-65582174289379792842007-01-09T01:25:00.000+11:002007-01-09T01:42:19.616+11:00

Happy Feet ^^. I have happy feet too! Well, no not quite - I have happy heart. HAHA. Lame. No seriously. It's been a good day. I have nothing to whinge about. Can you believe that? I'm actually happy. Lol.Anyways, I went to the bank today to arrange to have this account keeping fee they've been charging me every month and I was standing outside the bank for a bit when SUDDENLY this man decides to

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-9124312998066304752007-01-07T18:03:00.000+11:002007-01-07T18:18:23.282+11:00

I'm over it. Finally. All this while I had my doubts about whether I did the right things and whether I made the right choice. Now all my doubts have been erased and I don't know whether I should thank you for that or not.I've spent all the days since X'mas doubting myself and making up for what I did. I tried all sorts of ways to mend things, to make things better for you, to make things easier

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-69804606512311589432007-01-06T23:50:00.000+11:002007-01-07T01:19:55.492+11:00

and just when I thought I was over it.Fuck. I hate you so much.FUCK! I HATE ME EVEN MORE.FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!! I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS AND I HATE ME FOR FEELING THAT.Am I even making sense? No? Good, cos if I did, that'll be a first. I'm off to kill myself before my 4 tubes of blood test results come back on Monday.I don't wanna know what's wrong with me. Or I pray its something really bad so I

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-37410626235141442892007-01-02T01:17:00.000+11:002007-01-02T01:45:04.856+11:00

Since I'm feeling particularly okay right now, thought I'd share a couple of things I'm currently a proud owner of:-Second gen Ipod Nano. Mummy got me the pink one as part of my X'mas present. But you already HAVE an ipod, I hear u say. Yesh I do. I dunno why she bought me this either but she got me one of these speaker thingies for my new ipod too. So I won't complain. So.. now I have two ipods.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-43453467417930100002007-01-01T23:05:00.000+11:002007-01-01T23:08:47.171+11:00

Eeeeee i dunno why I feel so annoyed. Seems so childish but yesh, I'm fucking annoyed. OOOOOHHH. YOU FUCKING LOSER. I hate him even more so now. Lol. YAY good for me. Geez..

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-35921771450345621372006-12-28T01:29:00.000+11:002006-12-28T01:30:04.261+11:00

Ugh.. it's just been one of those days. Just going to crawl under my blanket and DIE.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-74669419189716649852006-12-27T03:18:00.000+11:002006-12-27T03:28:15.560+11:00

Why is it that after all this time I still find myself lying to the people I care most around me? Isn't the about time I came clean?Ame, yeah Sean and I did have an argument. In fact, we're taking a break. More for me than for him. I don't even know what I want anymore. But I don't know why I didn't tell you that. Guess I didn't want all the concern and sympathy etc etc. And after what I did,

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-80876411460867594442006-12-25T23:21:00.000+11:002006-12-25T23:26:08.523+11:00

You disappoint me. Endlessly. Yes, go to hardkandy. I shan't say a word. Never again. Pls don't come here.　I don't wanna see you. I don't want to

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-34181207596114237152006-12-25T17:49:00.000+11:002006-12-25T18:03:38.314+11:00

Just a little something for you, if you so happen to read this.I think I'll teman you tonight la. Instead of going hardkandy.No no no.. you think? I thought this was the kinda thing couples did for each other automatically.. Without thought. I'm not gonna ask you to stay home for me. In fact, pay close attention to what I told you to do. Go. Go for hardkandy. Go and have fun. No point you staying

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-56350086546619822322006-12-25T01:31:00.000+11:002006-12-25T01:39:43.974+11:00

Nobody love me, please. I'll only hurt you.*sigh* why do I so understand leh?But anyways! Merry X'mas! And since I am sadly spending X'mas by my lonesome, I have decided to rent my all time fave romantic comedy, Love Actually. Just to make me feel worse than I already do, I guess. Yesh I'm a sadist. What's new? And to add to my collection, I have The Breakup, Lake House (I think), and Must Love

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BOO HOO *sob* cannot workk.. Sian! I got headache from trying lor. And I feel so stupid for being so.. ADSL illiterate. FARRRRKKKKK I'M SO ANGRRRRYYYY I'M SO ANNOYEDDDDDDD. Why so difficult?? ):And now it's already 2am ++ in the morning. 4am++ in Melbourne. Gerald has given up on me and gone to sleep. Sean has class tomorrow and he's asleep too. And now I'm lonely. ): Anybody wanna stay awake

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-81066940551187107122006-12-20T03:06:00.001+11:002006-12-20T03:06:58.707+11:00

Mummy not using 56k edi~!! I so happy HAHAHAHA. Doesn't make me wanna stay here though but at least it makes life easier for me. I seem to have lots of pics these few days. Maybe cos I so jobless now. But then.. nvm la.. last time no pics at all. SO better than nothing. But then I dunno how to setup the bloody wireless so now have to wait till everyone go sleep edi then I can sneak into mummy's

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-68211596878087217292006-12-19T03:59:00.000+11:002006-12-19T04:06:30.006+11:00

okays so its 20 mins to the when I have to leave the house for the airport. Sian. I spent the evening wishing that something would happen to me, like sprain an ankle or something so that I have to go hospital and would then have to delay my flight. But then.. have to be really careful what I wish for. Later something worse happen, then how?My last post with ADSL. 56k modem dialup thingymajig here

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-3608431874976060952006-12-18T08:11:00.000+11:002006-12-18T08:20:01.243+11:00

As everyone who go out with me often enough, my supply of shoes/sandals/heels ain't very big. This year I've been living on one pair of heels (my white ones), one pair of sandals (pale yellow), two Nikes and a Converse. That's all I wear. Yeah I have more shoes than that but I lent my one other pair of heels to Ame (which is broken now) and the rest of my shoes were still at my sister's place. SO

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-3313318506900144952006-12-17T07:07:00.000+11:002006-12-17T07:09:00.885+11:00

Feel like doing so much, yet so little. Don't feel like sleeping but NOTHING TO DO! Everybody sleeping. I feel so sian. Can somebody please be awake with me?

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-44895252267222418202006-12-17T06:00:00.000+11:002006-12-17T06:14:59.888+11:00

Ame! Look see!I took a couple of photos so if you wanna get them can ask me la =)Anyways, I spent a couple of hours last night/this morning working on my Photoshop. Too bad my keygen isn't working. And... I can't get the background image for my div to work properly. For some reason it shrinks by 1/4. =/ anyone care to try and help me? I DUNNO WHAT TO DO~!!! *stress* I'm so lazy to edit my layout

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1166215633984394842006-12-16T07:40:00.000+11:002006-12-16T07:47:13.996+11:00

Okies! So I managed to get my hands on Photoshop and I'm gonna start working on it after this.But first of all.. Sleepy's upsetting me ): He keeps lying at the hallway in front of the main door as if he's waiting for Ame or King to come back and get him. If he's not in front of the door, he's next to me on the bed. I feel so sad for him. It's only gonna get worse when I leave for Perth with Mitsu

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1166132631449622692006-12-15T08:41:00.000+11:002006-12-15T18:12:48.696+11:00

I like! I made it myself! So proudddddd.. it's not done yet though. Won't be done till I get my hands on Photoshop somehow.But anyways, a new layout for a new me. And yes, I'm supposedly starting blogging again but its 9am so I'm gonna give it a rest for now. =)

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1157689102295531452006-09-08T14:06:00.000+10:002006-09-08T14:18:22.310+10:00

As I find myself delving back into the past, I'd like to think that I've become a different person. That I'm not as self-centred as I used to be. That I'm not as spoilt as I used to be. That I'm not as selfish as I used to be. Perhaps even maybe not as bitchy as I used to be. I'd like to think that I've outgrown my 12,13,14-yr old self and that as an 18 turning 19 year old lady, I have in some

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1155056867301338972006-08-09T02:56:00.000+10:002006-08-17T18:08:01.740+10:00

I don't understand lor.. I really don't. Why is it that everytime you advise people against something, chances are they'll turn around and do it anyways? I mean, if I'm not the only one telling you that she's bad for you, obviously there's gotta be some truth in it, right? How can you still like her? There's nothing to like. There's nothing inside~!! Yesh, I know she still has friends. She's

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1151373501012566072006-06-27T11:57:00.000+10:002006-06-30T00:50:02.446+10:00

i'm ruining it now, i know i am. i'm ruining it~!!HELP MEEE~!! ):and i've lost my voice *croak croak*I'm ruining everything and I sound like a GUY. Wah laoo UPSET!!*growl* angwyy ): ): i hate me RAWRRRRR..Jess, if only you could hear me now.. I'm drowning without you.. I'm losing myself and I dunno how to get me back. *sob* Jess, Winnie.. help me..

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1151204529626546142006-06-25T12:55:00.000+10:002006-06-25T13:02:09.636+10:00

I hate myself =.=Getting cold feet now. WHYYYYY?!?!?!

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1143274297359864612006-03-25T19:08:00.000+11:002006-06-11T02:06:54.773+10:00

Sick and tired, you hear me?SICK AND TIRED~!!!!Just when I remembered all the reasons why I loved him, this has to happen. Lies after lies after lies. So sickening.And I'm angry at myself cos I know I'll forgive him. Well, not really forgive.. but I'll forget why I was angry in the first place. So weak.. Whyyyy?Staying away until I sort myself out. Hibernation, here I come. Again.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1140985080488765262006-02-27T07:11:00.000+11:002006-02-27T07:18:00.530+11:00

Wasn't as good as I made it out to be. Therefore, 'Two Tribes..nyeah..' I expected much more than Godskitchen. Heard it was supposed to be better. Left earlier than I did Gods. Oh well.. brings back certain memories.Am supposed to get up in a lil over 2 hours to go to uni and check out not only what my timetable is like, but also what subjects I'm currently enrolled in. LOL~!!And by the way, I am

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1140674715405709142006-02-23T17:01:00.000+11:002006-02-23T17:05:15.416+11:00

"Technically, it's ended. You know it"ARGH. It keeps replaying in my head - i'm going to explode! WAH LAO I'M SO ANNOYED!!

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1139551501186706272006-02-10T16:59:00.000+11:002006-02-10T17:05:01.186+11:00

Wasn't supposed to be this way right? Was supposed to be 'call me as soon as you get your line reconnected'. So weird. Not only was there silence for almost 4 days, but on the 4th day we discover that your line's already been reconnected. You just haven't called. And sure, you give the pretty excuse of your silence. How neat. Always an excuse for EVERYTHING. Typical. Yet nothing I can say to

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1139537170035840692006-02-10T13:00:00.000+11:002006-02-10T16:55:08.436+11:00

*blergh* am tired. have not slept yet. apparently am trying to return body clock to sanity. 5 more days. Patience is all I need. then life would return to some semblance of normalcy.I AM SO TIRED. I AM SO HUNGRY. I AM SO CARSICK. That last bit would be due to my housemate and the accursed Flo car. F**K. made me feel so ill. my tummy's all upset ): ah well.. joyride indeed.Am stuck in sean's room

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1139087011347714772006-02-05T08:02:00.000+11:002006-02-05T08:03:31.420+11:00

I don't make much sense. =)So much for my clubbing experience in Perth. I ended up not going in the end, cos I wouldn't have been able to get home after, seeing as I live SO SO far away. But it doesn't matter. My chance will come someday. But I'm hoping not to return to Perth all too soon. ........I can't believe I nearly missed it. I knew I should've just stayed awake. *sighh* at least i got 20

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1138447790142871172006-01-28T22:09:00.000+11:002006-01-28T22:29:50.246+11:00

Haha.. Tiff tiff.. RAH! Will email you when I get back to Melb.. n have better internet =)Me is going clubbing tonight.. wooo.. i sound like a dork, aye? But alas, it will be my first experience in Perth, though I really did wish that we were going to Metro City instead of wherever we're going. I have no idea what it's called. Also wanted to try Metropolis in Fremantle.. but apparently the

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1138283380821681142006-01-27T00:26:00.000+11:002006-01-27T01:03:05.006+11:00

Home in 4 days.. home in 4 days.. home in 4 days.. *chants*Me is happy. But with reservations.I'm tired of quarelling and I don't want to but it's happening. I've got two sides trying to tell me different things to explain what's happening and they're confusing me so I'm going to wait till I go back and maybe things will work out better. But I don't want it to be that way. And anyway it's only

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1135589719067666622005-12-26T20:26:00.000+11:002006-12-14T22:23:35.093+11:00

I reckon the only reason why I blog is to rant.About half an hour earlier, I finally decided to blog. Or rant in this case. Upon arriving at the end of my long post and clicking on "Publish Post" the entire entry was deleted.As I said, I think it's a sign. Maybe I shouldn't rant so much. But I shall keep that post in mind for a little longer. It's something that I hold close to my heart. And not

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1128712967216678492005-10-08T05:20:00.000+10:002005-10-08T05:22:47.220+10:00

Yay... I got my internet backk. After so long =) *tee hee* how exciting. Additionally it's SATURDAY MORNING!!And I'm very tired. And hungry. So I'm gonna watch anime n eat n fall asleep to recuperate before Godskitchen tonight. Wheeeeeee....~!!

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1128580316379144152005-10-06T16:31:00.000+10:002005-10-06T16:31:56.386+10:00

Yes yes.. never update.. I know..Godskitchen this Saturday~!! Woooooo.. I'm so excited. But nervous too. Dunno what to do there. not like i shuffle or anything like that and everyone's gonna be so high and i'll be so sober. *sigh* but nvm.. go to enjoy the music i guess. It'll be a wonderfully starry night nevertheless and I shall enjoy it (:And I'm gonna be so broke after Godskitchen. Have to

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1125840350402908412005-09-04T23:38:00.000+10:002005-09-04T23:38:27.153+10:00

12 more days.I'm so anxious. Excited and yet dreading it. Ahh so painful.You make me so happy, and yet it hurts me so. To a certain extent, that is.Things like - "I wanna see who else you flirt with"or - "Two more weeks.. two more weeks"HAHA.. i'm CONFUSED as usual, but gosh you make me happyThis nick is so true for me too - happy, with a tinge of apprehension. =D i like..

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1125332768342146732005-08-30T02:16:00.000+10:002005-08-30T02:26:08.350+10:00

You disappoint meWow.. harsh words and yet i accept it cos it's the only thing i know how to do. It hurts indeed, and yet i forgive over n over again. Because I would do anything to have him on my side rather than against me. Because I couldn't survive without his friendship. And so I strive SO HARD to make it all better. To be perfect. Never to disappoint him. To be a different person. Live up

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1124887886197669802005-08-24T22:49:00.000+10:002005-08-24T22:51:26.203+10:00

My two dearest girl friends..If you could spare some time for me.. there's something that's been playing on my mind and I would really appreciate it if we could spend some quiet time talking.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1123913776349070462005-08-13T16:15:00.000+10:002005-08-13T16:16:16.356+10:00

...............can't even bring myself to bitch. wtf.where are the ones u depend on when u need them?I'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mindI think about you babyAnd I dream about you all the timeI'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight girl its only you and meEverything I know,and anywhere I goIt gets hard but it wont take away my loveAnd when

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1123870179875682842005-08-13T04:07:00.000+10:002005-08-13T04:09:39.883+10:00

omg i'm so frustrated.. again n again n again.OMGGG.. why do i always end up this way???i feel so helpless. and jealous.i dun wanna fight no more.. just gonna hibernate n hide. =(help me somebody please.....

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1122986144716792232005-08-02T22:31:00.000+10:002005-08-02T22:35:44.723+10:00

Words fail meI'm kinda hurt but i guess.. this is how it was always meant to be? I should never have said anything abt it in the first place cos admitting it made it a reality. n i dun quite know how to face reality?Things are awkward. I want them to return it to the way they were before.But think abt it.. I've waited this long.. i can wait somemore, right ame?i dunno if i can.. *sighh*

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1122478125742605402005-07-28T01:28:00.000+10:002005-07-28T04:28:33.516+10:00

A few of the people I've come to really depend on.. *hugs*I like this photoooo~!!!Tiff and I at her placeAmelia dear.. hey ame, SYMMETRY..~!!and YOU.. hahau know who u are *wink*

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1122468477271344412005-07-27T22:37:00.000+10:002005-07-27T22:47:57.276+10:00

*woot* week in singapore was AWESOMEEE.. hehehe.. wish i could've stayed longer but darned uni started the day i came back.Too bad everything that goes up must come down so i'm currently on my down time. Which is kinda depressing. Ah well... just waiting for it to pass =)I feel like disappearing haha..HAHA FUNNYYYYY not.

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1121025213589904152005-07-11T05:45:00.000+10:002005-07-11T05:57:35.240+10:00

Yes.. confuddlesionn.. I'm getting myself into ONE OF THOSE SITUATIONS again.. right, ame n tiff? *sighhhh* ah well.. i've got a week to see. then it's break time for me while i go to singapore n whack my body clock back into shape.5.45am n i'm sitting here playing solitaire trying to be as quiet as I can cos big sis is sleeping on my new sofabed while her freshly touched up/painted room dries

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Sighhh *waves to amelia in sydney* hey dearest.. i know u're having fun over there =). show me what ur red hair looks like yeah? ahahha now we BOTH have red hair.In the meantime, I'm slowly trying to sort my life out. I GOT MY COUCH~!! n it took me 3 hrs to complete building it. =.= but it's done so i'm happy. My boxes are SLOWLY getting cleared out after 5 months. Finally speaking to both mum n

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OMG WHAT HAVE I DONE??? WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?AMELIAAAAA~!!! *sob*..............I'm speechless

Jenniferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08966096415833341650noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811551.post-1120134103202125152005-06-30T22:12:00.000+10:002005-06-30T22:21:43.206+10:00

Wah lao ehhh.. Fcuking whiny brat, can? Purposely wan I tell u.. Tell-tale. Eesh.. eh i never ever told on u before la.. Eeyer.. u're just like Melissa. Everything oso tell. At least I forgave u la, all those other times u told on me. I gave u damn a lot of chances oredi u know.. why la liddat. She told me you're "traumatised". Pls la.. u're the one that wanted a reaction out of me, right? Not

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Not me. Big sis is.But it felt nice to break something that wasn't mine. I'm contented.Pity she took my house keys though.. But then again, I've already planned my revenge. *wink*. Tee hee! I must say this is quite fun. Pity I have to wait to execute me plans.. sighh.. hope i dun get impatient11.13pmedit:// I love my food. I wonder if I stop taking actual solid foods, will it get my point across?

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Eh~!! Check out Ame's June 26th post.. Ahahha... the houses are scarily similar. and we all did it at different times without seeing each others. RAHAHA!My mum always used to say that I wasn't very good at picking the right friends. I never believed her. Six years down the track, I finally do."Sorry, there are no secrets between us"WTF.. If i confided something in u, it's cos I trusted u to keep

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Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so

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My tears have stopped n my heart hasn't gone cold. Good, isn't it? =D Though I may not understand, there are times when I know I don't want to understand. At times I don't want to know the situation cos it might make it worse. For now, I'm multi contented. I'm happy.Been out a lot this week since exam's ended. Officially broke. Didn't spend a cent yesterday though at Full Moon. HAhaha.. made full

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Fuck the tears. I promised I wouldn't let myself feel it. Absolutely pointless.Just fuck it. It happened oredi la. Nothing changes it. So i should stop crying. Keep telling myself I shouldn't let myself feel it cos it's not the first time n it won't be the last. But i can't help it.n nick's leaving tomorrow. oh wait, today. n all of a sudden i feel so alone

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How to face them now, you tell me? Fuck la.*sighh* after a fcuking hot shower n scalding off all emotions, equipped with my mask, i'm finally ready to go out n conquer the world. or try to anyway

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