Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Boo hoo the holidays have ended and it's really funny to see the trams on Swanston St suddenly so full again. From being able to hop onto any tram I want, chances are I now have to wait for the second one cos the first one's too filled with people to fit an ant in there. *growl*
One test down and two more to go next week. No worries, I'm still on top of the game. For now. =)
Had class at 11am but woke up at 9 and spent the 2 hours folding and packing away Sean's clothes into a box. I never realized I could pack clothes according to brand - Ralph Lauren, Industrie, Armani Exchange etc etc =/ and it hit me that I was finally letting go, one shirt at a time, all being packed away into this box that would hold what's left of him to me. It doesn't matter anymore whether he's coming back or not. What matters is that we've grown apart and there's no effort on either side to work on things. Time to move on, yes? So the next time anyone asks me if I'm over it, I'm going to proudly smile, nod and say yes. Nothing holding me back, AAHHHHH I FEEL SO FREEEEEEE~!!!
Oh wait, do I need to say goodbye? I suppose I should. But how? He's always busy when I call. And he doesn't call me back. *tee hee* So I guess that means.. no need! Rawrr.. at least I won't bother until I finally talk to him @.@
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Time out from uni, even though I haven't exactly been the perfect student so far. But it feels great to take a break, pausing life for a moment so I can catch up to date with what's been going on around me. One week to catch my breath before a million and one tests pounce on me similar to the way Adel does.
Sitting in front of King's computer with Amelia across the room from me somehow feels really calming and relaxing. Nights asleep on the sofa with Ewa, laughing abt the dog pee-smelling blanket that he's supposed to use and ending up having to share mine with him. Poor boy.
Four days into the Easter break and life seems to be appearing slightly sunny. Worries seem to have spared me the last 3 days, especially since Pharmacy was great. I think perhaps the mini home session in Clayton might've taken even more worries away. And more brain cells too. But that's okay. Cos at least I'm temporarily contented. Though I know it won't last long. So I'm gonna make the most of what's now and not dwell on what's coming later.
Plan for next week would be to study for the above million and one tests, catching on reports for the last 12 experiments. Apparently Sean is coming over. I have no idea when; neither does he. LOL. As unorganized as ever. Some things never change. I'm glad I have, in some ways.
Jennifer left this place at 3:27 PM | 1 comments
POUNCE!
): i wish we never had to end our holidays...
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