Freedom feels near

Two weeks till the next midsem. Waves of accomplishment with mid-sem study and report all done in the same day. Seems like it turned out well, fingers crossed. Well, I do think I did pretty well.

All in all it's been a long half a semester, ups and downs within myself. Suddenly riddled with confusion and long-lost feelings returning to overwhelm me. Feelings of anger and envy, the rage building up within me, disappointment and loneliness. Basically, abandoned and left behind.

Now I find myself having to rethink my priorities and standpoints. For a moment, life was a mess. I hope I've cleaned it up. Slightly. I think.. it wasn't me. This time, it definitely wasn't me.

The Anzac break with be good, indefinitely. A chance to meet up and rekindle friendships I've allowed to lag. And perhaps, open my eyes to which ones I should leave behind.