The world works in strange ways

I think I've learnt to handle being alone in the house. It's still a little daunting sometimes, especially at nights, but I think I've achieved a sense of serenity to last me throughout the days. Or maybe it's just because my past few days have been hectic and probably a little fuzzy from the lack of sleep (or rather, no sleep at all).

Truth be told, the break's been a good thing, showing me all the things I never wanted to see. Sometimes he does a certain thing, and I think to myself, if you are in any way attempting to get me back, you're certainly not working on it. And then I remember what this break is all about, and I cannot help but feel like I don't really mind what the final outcome is. Either way I win, and I'm beginning to realize that. In or out of the relationship, he still pisses me off and sometimes I feel like yelling in his face "THIS IS PRECISELY WHY I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU SOMETIMES~!!" For now, I shall remain quiet and keep my distance. Let him figure out the world on his own. I want no part of it if you can't be nice. Zzzz..

On a different note, not sleeping for the past 2.5 nights has allowed me to accomplish a lot of things that needed doing in Melbourne. So now I might be able to extend my stay in Perth =). If only I could bring Mitsu along..