Just looked at Sui Lin's site. Was looking thru her pics. Damn; made me miss home.. *sigh* I wonder why I can't get over the fact that I'm here n that I'm never gonna go back. I mean, it is too late after all..no point going back now. I'd just have to study longer years. But still...I'll always feel the urge to go back.. *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*. You can tell I'm getting depressed. Not good..started when I started this site. Coincidence? Letting out these feelings made me think about it more maybe?

ARGH~!! Can't stand feeling this way. Just ruins everything. *sigh* Heheh...another one. Wonder how many I'll have by the end of this post. =P Anyways, finally talked to Steph W. about my site. She's agreed to help me~!! Even gave me some ideas already. But she went offline halfway talking to me. Guess she had to go. So anyway I'll talk to her more tomorrow. She was away today at some Lit thing. Underline LIT..yeah she's a smartarse. Steph S. too. All Stephs' are smartarses? Hmmph...wish I was a Steph now. That'd just be dodgy. Stephanie Loh. Tee hee...weird..

Kevin Low just msged me. Guess he has no one else to talk to. Not even exactly frens with him. Anyway, he's frens with Mei Keng who's frens with Alvin. Alvin me ex...starting to think bad thoughts about him now. Grrr~... Kevin reminded me; it's not my fault. Had no desire to remember the idiot whatsoever~!! *sigh* Change topic?

Right..what now? Listening to good song. Liz Phair - Why can't I? Thinking of Alvin; but not bad thoughts.. They're more nostalgic thoughts.. Solemn..sombre...make me cry~!! *sob* =~( Ahahah...no...just kidding. Not crying..yet. Might do some other time. No time at the moment. Better things to do.
GTG..mum asking me to clean my room..as usual... *sigh* <-- last one for tonight. TTFN people...

Why Can't I
get a load of me get a load of you
walking down the street and i hardly know you
it's just like we were meant to be
holding hands with you when we're out at night
got a girlfriend you say it isn't right
and i've got someone waiting too
what it is its just the beginning
we're already wet and we're gonna go swimming
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
isn't this the best part of breaking up
finding someone else you can't get enough of
someone who wants to be with you too
it's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
but wouldn't it be beautiful
here we go we're at the beginning
we haven't fucked yet but my head's spinning
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
high enough for you to make me wonder, where it's going
high enough for you to pull me under
something's growing out of this that we can't control
baby im dying
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you