*sigh* sincerely doubt i will be going back to kl at the ends of this year at the rate i'm going *sob* shall try not to think about it too much. Grr...am so mad. Wanna go back! Wanna go back! Wanna go back! Wish i could throw a tantrum like that in real life but I doubt it'd get me anywhere. Sad, sad, sad. No seeing frens. No going to mamak stalls. No sneaking out. Oops, my secret. Heehe...no freedom. that's the main thing. no going out at night. just plain staying home all the way in perth with nowhere to go n no one to talk to cos everyone's asleep. who sleeps at 11 anyway? geez..something i still can't get used to. Dammit. I can choose to keep ranting about this or I can choose to change the topic n save the ranting for later tonight.

Which reminds me. I've sent my comp in for repairs. The damn thing keeps overheating n crashing on me. Well then, guess i've changed the topic. Hah! Anyways, I'm going to the Royal Show later this evening. Well, not relli evening. What's 3pm? Afternoon or evening? It's kinda in between. Too late to be considered afternoon but too early to be considered evening. So when does afternoon end n evening start? Gawd, I must be bored.

Spent the morning talking to my sis. She's depressed. Now I'm depressed too. Did u know that hanging around with a sad person makes u sad too? I'm living proof of it. Interesting...yes... I need to get a life. Except that around here, what is a life? I haven't discovered the true meaning behind the word 'life' yet.

According to The Australian Little Oxford Dictionary:
Life:-
1. capacity for growth, functional activity,and continual change until death
2. living things and their activities
3. duration of thing's existence or ability to function
4. person's state of existence

I have all that, don't i? yet i dun have a life. maybe i'm wrong n i do have a life. Hah, just being dumb. I dun think that little dictionary understands the metaphorical meaning of the term 'life'. Oh well, even dictionaries can be wrong. I shall leave it here n come back when I'm exhausted after the royal show n think of a way to sneak into the office n use my parents' labtop to post an entry. *hyuk* it's a must, seeing as Sui Lin's leaving tomorrow.