Went to work late today. Mum was waiting for a builder guy to come in with a quotation for something at 9. Which means I wasn't going to wake up at 7. *hyuk* she woke me up at 9 precisely. The guy was late. By the time we left the house after he left, it was already 10. Got to work at 10.30. Damn. Less pay after my hard work yesterday. Even took an hour for lunch instead of my usual 30 mins. But just felt so lazy. Could feel myself getting into my 'can't be bothered' mood. Just as well I didn't unleash its power. Otherwise I would have done nothing the whole day. Not that anyone would have noticed. Nothing would look different no matter how many boxes of books i received n labelled. Maybe a lil more space in the back office but that's about it. Hmmph.

Tee hee. Was hoping to blog last nite abt the nightmare thing but again, I fell asleep 1st n didn't wake up till 5 in the morning n so couldn't be bothered to get up. *hyuk* Was about to fall asleep but Wi Zee called. Wooooo...long distance. Expensive. Ouch. Didn't talk for long anyway. Abt 5-6mins. Good enuff for me. Was strange conversation. Both oso dun quite know what to say. Akakaka...oh well, better luck next time. Usually can talk to him normally. Dunno why yesterday was weird. Once in a while thing?

Totally forgot about Gerald until today. Was talking to mum about frens etc on the way home from work n Gerald was brought up. Suddenly remembered him. Oops. He's probably waiting for me to sms him or something like that. N I'm not going to seeing as 1) i dun wanna talk to him. 2 weeks peace is great. 2) i got no credit left n neither am i gonna be having any soon. So u see, I'm not gonna give him something worth waiting for. n when he gets back he's gonna get angry abt how i dun even think abt him when he's away etc etc n i'm gonna say the same thing i said last holidays, "y didn't u sms me 1st then?" Then he'll say, "I wanted to find out if u even think about me." Well, there's ur question answered. No I didn't. So stop testing cos the answer's not gonna change. As much as I might sound cruel, one has to understand that listening to the monotonous blabbering of childish bragging (as subtle as it may be to him) is capable of driving one insane. Since I'm on the brink of insanity, I've decided to step back from the ledge, n rebuild my mental being. Kekeke...perhaps it IS my fault for not letting him know he drives me crazy n not in a good way but i could never tell him. that would seem cruel. n so i shall deal with it the only way i know how to - patience.

Am having 4 friends stay over on Tuesday. Not all in same friendship group. Eek. Is gonna be bad. Better plan n think hard for now.... No time to blog more.