News update...

I'm tearing as i write this n it's quite amusing. imagine this... a 16 year old girl sitting in front of the comp crying cos of her fren's evilness.

Gerald just msged me accusing me of sending Unggul a pic of me n him... as if to say i wan him to get bashed up by unggul.. excuse me... but i never freely send my pics to ppl. i hate sending my pics to ppl. he should know that by now. n anyway the only 2 pics that i ever sent to unggul are the one of angie herself n the group one that's on my blog. correct me if i'm wrong but i'm pretty sure that gerald's not in any of those pics unless gerald happened to pretend to be a girl n i didn't realize it lar. blardee hell. msg to gerald if u ever get to read this seeing as u dun even know about this blog: dun give me this bullshit about how u have 100% trust in me cos if u did u would know that i would never send unggul a pic of u. why would i waste my time warning u about him n then turn around n let him bash u up, u idiot?!?! farkin hell. i give up. u lead ur own life n i'll lead mine. bastard. if u think i'm that kinda person then go fark urself cos i'm not what u think i am. go ahead n trust her. i want u to prove me right but at the same time u want u to prove me wrong. both had pros for me. if u prove me right, then i'd never speak to u again...u'd be giving me a reason to hate both u n angie. i dun mind. if u prove me wrong...i can act all smug n i can pity u when u come crawling back asking me to forgive u. n i can oredi imagine what u're gonna say. u're gonna say sorry that u never believed me...sorry that u hurt me n all that crap. i can smugly say,"see? i was right." n u deserve it.

u also said that u din wanna meet angie today n the only reason why u would go see her is cos u were passing her my disc. but i know u met her today. n u didn't even burn the disc for me. liar. dun expect me to trust u if u're continuously lying to me. n dun give me this bullshit about how u're just doing that so that u won't hurt me. trust me.. it will always hurt even more if i have to find out for myself. i wish u never existed. i wish unggul would bash u up. i wish he'd beat u into a measly pulp. maybe then i can forget u. forget u ever existed. forget what u did. maybe then i'd forgive angie too. but as it is...i probably never will.