*sigh* mum trying to be nice to me so that i won't hate her. sorry la dearie, damage done long time ago liao. but anywayz i ignored her la. i was looking at the rbj pages then she ask me who these ppl are. nah, our convo, rather one-sided.

Me: People
Mum: I know people la... but who?
Me: Dunno
Mum: Then how u get their pics n everything?
Me: *silence*
Mum: You must be hungry; haven't eaten dinner yet
Me: *shakes head*
Mum: Har? Why not?
Me: Not hungry. Had big lunch
Mum: What'd u have?
Me: Dim sum
*silence* follows. she walks away

aish.. i oso nuthing to say liao. i dun wanna fight with her. no strength. i just wanna finish high school asap n move out. n right now i can hear people i was supposed to be spending time with, i can hear them having so much fun. nvm. i can take it. i can only take so much but i'll try. i'll try to survive n keep myself sane. i can feel myself breaking apart. i can feel it. but i'll try. for the sake of freedom. for the sake of being strong. for the sake of my sis n my real dad. but it hurts so much to not be able to go home. nvm, i'll be home one day. One day...