Hmm... u know what i think would be relli fascinating? to be able to record every single thought that flows through my mind in every 24 hr period. every single one of them. then i'd like to replay it at the end of the day n relli analyse what kind of a person i am. i wanna know what's my thoughts when i come into contact with a disabled person, a close friend of mine, a boyfriend or even someone i relli detest. i wanna see what i think of as i pretend to be nice to a customer who's being blardee rude to me or when i realize that my long-term boyfriend is going out with someone else n other things like that. i reckon that would be relli interesting. i wonder what my first feeling was when i broke up with alvin. was it pain or relief? hah. well i'll never know. but i'll always be curious.

eesh.. damn britney song stuck in my head cos my mum decided to play the stupid disc right before we were closing. damn damn damn. so in turn.. i shall put the lyrics down for everyone.. kakakak

Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and it just said this:
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Maybe, baby
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year

Christmas eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong in taking a peek?
Cuz I heard that you're coming to town
Santa can you hear me?

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Maybe, baby
We'll be all alone, under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me a love I can call all mine
Cuz I have been so good this year
I can't be alone under the mistletoe...
He's all I want in a big red bow

Santa that's my only wish this year

Right... I shall stop there but u get my drift. it's a pretty cute song but it drives u crazy after listening to the same disc repeat itself over n over again.. But in all honesty I relli wouldn't mind Santa giving me a guy for X'mas. eeeks... imagine waking up on X'mas morning to guy this guy with a big red bow on his head. akakakkaka... amusing. Damn reminded me of Alvin. Hahz.. he's the only guy I've ever spent X'mas with. Damn the stupid song has made my post so very long. I shall stop now. maybe more later when I think of more crap to talk abt.