New month.. supposedly new layout but I think I'll leave this one on for awhile. So much to blog. Maybe won't do it now. Same issues still but yeah.. maybe I'll start now.

Angie being her funny self again; been busy with Gerald these past few days. One Sat night, I tried to sneak out but got caught by my mum. Told story - say I wanted to go to Iris's house. Lucky she back me up. My parents even drove me there to go see her.

THANKS, IRIS~!! I OWE U ONE. ANYTIME AT ALL!

Anywayz, I left her place almost immediately. Went to Gerald's place. Fark I'm never doing that again. We had to climb the frggin balcony to get into his room n btw I'm not THAT strong. couldn't pull myself up. So Gerald literally had to pull me all the way up himself. Could feel my grip on the railing slipping. Scare the shit out of me. Lucky got Gerald n Manross to help me. Otherwise I might have fallen. Shucks. Well that was like 4 sumthing in the morning. I was there till 11 sumthing. Supposed to meet my mum at Garden City Shopping Centre at 1.30pm so thought I'd stay at his house till then. But then Angie appeared. She called Gerald n said that she's coming over. Even saw her waiting outside. Blardee hell. the bitch got no dignity. While she was coming in, I left the house from the side. But then no damn bus for me to go Garden City yet, so Gerald n I decided that I'd go back to his house n pretend that I just got there. First thing Angie ask when she saw me, "Eh, what are you doing here?" n then she called her fren n was talking in Indo,"Guess who else is here?". Come on laaa... dammit i can understand every word she says. Aish. As if that not bad enuff, Gerald n Manross wanted to come to Garden City with me but Gerald needed to take a shower first. Angie was in the bathroom with him n she didn't wanna get out. So he had to shower with his pants on etc etc. I could friggin hear her screaming while I was in Gerald's room with Manross. Eesh. Big turn-off point. n so we were late. Got sounded by mum. Again. hah. Joined them for movie after shopping with mum. I was the only one who relli enjoyed the show (SWAT). Manross said it was boring, Gerald was sleeping, Angie was playing with Gerald's face. Yech. n when i went home, apparently she tried to kiss him. erk. no way am i going there again. Hyuk.

Yesterday leh.. told mum that I'd work from home. Dun wanna go school. Intention was that Gerald would come over or something like that. But he called me n invited me out for lunch with some of his frens, Edmund included. PS Edmund is cute. That's why I relli wanted to go. Akakka... anywayz yeah.. did some work for my mum n then met them for bubble tea first.. then we went to have dim sum for lunch. Ordered so much, but half of it din come so we decided to go instead of waiting. Went shopping with the guys after that. Aish. No face. Got used by them all. One use me to help me choose a G-string for a fren. ??? ahahha.. he was so shy. amusing relli. even the saleslady was laughing. n then I went away with Edmund to go looking at crystals n ball dresses for his gf. He's so sweet la.. I want!! Too bad he's taken. Grrr.. He's so cute...~!! Actually most of Gerald's frens are good-looking. Manross n Edmund especially. Why does it always end up that way? I choose one... n then i see the rest better? akakka... kidding kidding.. I'm fine with what I have. Ooh pt not to forget, Angie called Gerald while we were having lunch asking whether I was with him. So desperate until must call from payphone. She no credit liao. Can't stand it. Despo.

Nearly screamed at her today. Dunno wat she was going on abt between me n Gerald; I got annoyed. Even said to her, "I tell u, if u're going to Singapore to see him, u better stay away from him if Melissa(his sis) around, man. Otherwise.. u seriously gotta watch out." Mel doesn't like Indos n she particularly doesn't like Angie. My sis has been telling her the stories about Angie that I tell her. News gets around. No one likes Angie. Even Edmund n Manross don't. Wheee... after her performance on Sunday, I can't pretend that I'm her friend. I'm just gonna act neutral towards her. I'm not her friend anymore. Just someone in her life. An acquaintance, maybe?

*sigh* lots of people gone... Jess gone, Shu Hsien gone, Iris gone, Edmund leaving for KL tonight, Gerald going on Thursday, Raena going on Sat, everyone going... Edmund coming back on the 30th of Dec, maybe. But by then I'll be in UK oredi. Tried convincing him to stay longer in KL. Long enuff for me to go back. Decided to suffer together. He said he'll sms me when he gets his sim card there. Yay~!! My spy. Gonna be alone for the month. Damn. Can't wait to go back. Apparently I'll be staying in KL for more than 5 days now. Leaving around the 26th or later i think. SO that's about 10 days now. Better than 5 i guess. Gonna make the most out of it.

Got exam results back today. sucky suck. real bad. worst mark is Chem. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?!?!?! Yeah, I got 59% i think. Not sure, din wanna look at it closely. Accounting - 82%, Bio - 66%, English - 72%, GNT - 76%, IC - 73%. Most of my marks dropped compared to last semester. Nvm la, I relli din study this time. Dun think I'll be getting the Accounting award anymore. Teacher gave lots of hints. She said that 4 ppl were relli close eg 88, 87, 87, 86. I got vague idea who the four people are. Angie n I got the same overall mark for the year so I take it we're the two 87's in the middle. Which means I'm not getting the friggin award. Nvm la. Dun wanna get hopes up in case I dun get it. Ahahaha... Been telling myself that if i HAD studied for my theory then guarantee I'd get the award. Oh well. dun care la. Right; better go now. Feeling a bit down. Dunno why. Missing home. Missing everything n everyone. What a friggin long post. Ooops