Feeling guilty.. The whole time in KL i only met up with one of my blogging frens.. Somemore the only reason we met up was by accident. On my second last day in KL i was in Pyramid with my sis n dad.. walking walking with my sis, n i walked past someone who looked vaguely like a photo that i've seen... so i whip out my phone n sent a msg to Hon Faai asking where he was n he said he was in Pyramid.. so i asked, "you wouldn't happen to be wearing all white, would u? cos i think i just walked past u just now" Akakaka... turns out it IS him.. so we met up n had a lil chat, including finally passing me Su Ann's number. not even 5 mins la cos he was gonna pick up a ring for his gf for v'day.. woahh i oso want.. kekek.. Hon Faai.. u say u gonna get me my swatch v'day edition, yeah? kekekek

Well the funny thing is that after Pyramid, I went to Mid Valley n i sent a msg to Su Ann saying sorry i didn't contact her earlier.. So happens that SHE WAS IN MID VALLEY TOO...~!!! Ahahahaha.. but no i didn't get to see her. timing was a bit rushed so yeah... maybe next time. but the coincidence was rather amusing though.. So in the end, I didn't get to meet up with Sui Lin cos her number was sitting in my mailbox with no one to access it.. which meant that i didn't meet up with Iris.. Cheh.. didn't meet a lot of people.. heheh oops.. nvm la.. it'll have to be next time. Besides, I'd most like be back for nasional service. I think i'm like the only person who's excited about it. *hics*

Hmm.. wonder what I should be doing now.. I exchanged my off day on Friday for today.. wonder whether that was a good idea. I've sort of finished unpacking. My clothes are in the wash.. so what do i do now? Stick to the comp.. n wait for Jess so msg me. She's back..~!! Kekeke.. she was back way b4 me.. on the 11th, the poor girl. She watching Last Samurai today so I gotta wait for her to come back before i can go over to her place.. it's just her n her sisters at the moment cos her mum is still in Indonesia.. how cool. wish my parents weren't around as well.. akakka that would be fun..

Little msg for Su Ann before I leave.. regarding the "angsty-teenager phase" as u call it.. i guess some people to have good reason to feel that way. of course if you're talking abt a case of rejection from a girl/guy then yeah i guess it's a little bit silly. but sometimes people face life-changing experiences n obstacles n that's what makes them withdraw into themselves. besides, everything affects people in different ways. something that might be so traumatic for u, might be a minor problem to me. sure i might feel a twinge of sadness n i would sort of know what ur going thru, but the level of emotion that we feel toward that incident might not be the same, get it? i must admit that i did go thru that phase. in fact there are times when i still do. but it's not something i can control n maybe there are people out there who are in worst circumstances than i am in, but i have things that go on in my life too that don't go on in theirs. we're different people n our problems are different. perhaps i have the right to go thru the phase, perhaps i don't. Regardless of whether or not I should, I do sink into that darkness from time to time. But i think the best part of it is fighting for a way out of the darkness n back into the light. Fighting not to sink any further n smiling when you come out of everything alright in the end, knowing that you're now stronger then before..

Erks.. not so little, was it?