Crap it all... Fantastically outraged by recent incident. hmmph..~!! utterly insulted, may i add. I was in the car on the way home from Jess's house when i decided to bring up my classes for advanced malay again.. but woah did it blow up in my face. Mum was totally against the idea, claiming that it was such a waste of time to be learning Malay in Australia.. My stepdad was trying to stay out of it. Told them I really needed the marks that it could possibly offer me cos I have the basics so that I at least have a chance to getting some decent marks. If i dun take it then i'd totally be relying on English for my humanities subject which i can't afford to do since english ain't my forte. Anyways at one point i told my mum, "You're asking me to take Bachelor of Commerce/Science, which has a TER of 97.5.. There's no way in hell am I gonna achieve that the way I'm going now~!" n my stepdad said, "What? 97.5? You can just forget about it then" Blardee hell... i pointed out that my sis got 96 n he said he was surprised she managed to get in the 90s.

Jenn's response to all this: That's crap. 90s are kinda average already. Stupid jackass. So he doesn't think I'm good enough to make it in life. Today at orientation they were asking what our goals for the year was n they mentioned that our parents were gonna write letters to us, speaking to us as their precious daughter. *sigh* no comment on that. i dun think i wanna read it. i know what they think of me anyway. my sis didn't even open hers. i relli respect her for that. gawd, i think i'm gonna skip dinner n have a nap. maybe when i wake up i'll feel a lil bit better.. hmmph..~!!