Hurr... it's already 10 days precisely since i last updated. oopss... but i've just been sooo busy with everything..~!! Despite what Iris says, Year 12 is not fun and it certainly is not easy. Alright, fine. So maybe the cakes for every double period we have is pretty fun, but other than that my whole 2 weeks since I started school has all been about work n doing more work. Utterly exhausted n ready to drop out of school except I dun think my parents would approve of that. So I might just drop Calculus eventually cos I can't afford to put in the amount of time for it when I have all my other subjects as well. Besides, right now I'm in the process of enrolling myself in Tuart College for Advanced Indonesian or otherwise I'll be taking tutoring for Advanced Malay. That'll give me 7 TEE subjects including Calc so I think I can drop it if I'm relli finding it difficult.

Yesterday, I was kinda feeling guilty about the way things were going between me n Angie.. I was finding it so awkward cos we weren't relli speaking to each other very much n the tension was relli bad.. So I was thinking of having a little chat with her to sort it all out since this is our last year n i dun relli wanna spend my last year having such awkwardness when we're supposedly meant to be friends but then she pissed me off in Accounting n *whoosh* all my guilty feelings flew out the window. hahazz..

Anywayz, she dropped Accounting yesterday afternoon for a beginner's French course which I find kinda stupid cos she was second in the year for accounting last year, n i dun associate her with speaking French at all. Her reason she gave to the teacher for wanting to drop the subject was one of the lamest I've heard..
1. I'm scared of you
2. You're tall
3. You have a loud voice
Okay well, firstly, my teacher is not exactly tall. He's of average height. Perhaps tall for an Asian guy but yeah.. n he's nice. Everyone likes him.. she's the only one with issues. Don't you think they're pretty lame reasons?? *sigh* well he was pretty understanding but he did ask her why she wanted to drop a subject that she was doing so well in, for a subject that she's had absolutely no experience in. He also said that she was afraid of failure n that's not gonna get her anywhere in the future. We all agreed but she dropped anyway n now she's doing French *hics*

Went ball dress shopping after skool. Found something in case I don't wanna wear the green one. My ball is next Friday n I'm still looking for a dress.. heheh kinda late minute but nvm.. I'm not that stressed out over it. On the way home, Jess n I were sort of having a heart to heart conversation about all our friends n their faults so then we started discussing each other instead. We pointed out the things we didn't like about each other n surprisingly there weren't that many. Or maybe we just couldn't remember them all. I still remember her saying though, that one of my faults was that I couldn't stand to lose, which I guess is kinda true. =P *sigh* n i said that the one thing i didn't like about myself was the way i talk about others, n the way I talk to others if I dun like a certain something that they've done. Jess said she didn't mind it though, she says I'm just being honest. I call it backstabbing. kekekek

Conversation with Jess has made all guilty feeling regarding Angie come back. Apparently me n Gerald are sitting at the same table as her at the ball so i dun want it to be real awkward then. Might as well solve it now n get it over n done with. Shall write her a letter n give it to her tomorrow. Then she can have the whole weekend to mull over it. Okie dokes, have to get back to my growing pile of homework n assignments. *adds Angie's letter to list of things to do* ciaoz.. dead tired..