Weekends do me good. I relli appreciate the time away from school. That's why i lurve my weekends so much. Friends keep asking me to stay for just one weekend in the boarding house but I reckon that 5 days a week is good enuff; i'd still prefer to go home at the end of the week. n i'm sure Jess agrees. Silly gurl rang me at 7 this morning to say that she got transport for me n so I have to fulfill my duty n follow her to church. Terrible. She rang me again at 8 to make sure I was awake n finally at 9 to say that she was leaving her house. Lucky thing she called at 9 cos i fell back asleep n so her final call was relli the wake up call. My personal record - taking a shower n getting ready in the 10 mins Jess took to get here. Amazing... Hahz.. When she rang the doorbell, I had just put on my shirt n so i hadn't brushed my hair n had absolutely no breakfast. What a torture but then again, she didn't have breakfast either so that was fine. The church provided us with good brunch though.

On a different subject, I love meeting new people. But then I tend to get nervous in such situations as well. What a contradiction. I reckon I have serious issues. But my point is, I love meeting new people cos sometimes when i meet certain people, I easily become interested in knowing the person better. Look, I dun mean interested as in attracted to or having a crush on the person, I just mean that sometimes when you observe a person from a distance you find that you relli wanna know that someone better. Well, maybe this just happens to me and no one else; I dunno, never asked anyone before, but I was thinking that maybe it's something to do with that person's aura that i find fascinating. I think I'm going mad. Then again, I was always mad. The reason for bringing this up was cos it's happen to me quite frequently in my life n there was someone at Jess's church today that i felt this way too. I've met him before, at some church choir practice thing but it was a once-off situation so yeah, who cares. Meeting him today was a different experience. He's one of those silent, keep-to-yourself person which, I find, is the characteristic that I tend to find 'fascinating', let's say. Maybe cos I, personally, am very talkative. If you're wondering what's making me so certain that I dun have a crush on this guy, firstly, I've only met him twice. Secondly, this happens to girls as well. Doesn't mean I'm a lesbian, alright? As i said, it's not about attraction. It's about me finding the strong, silent types relli cool, I guess. Apparently he's a regular at my fren Tania's church. He doesn't go to Jess's church. Damn. Hahzz~!!

Which reminds me.. feeling a bit bad since Alvin smsed me just now, asking how I am. *hics* will have to call him soon. Preferably tonight.

Little message to Susan: Dun worry about me, okayz? I have my ups and downs, n though it may seem that i have more downs than ups, it's only cos I rush to blog whenever I've had a bad moment. That's why u seem to see all the bad things that go on in my life. It's relli not that bad, n I am coping with my situation. Not very well, but I am coping. That's what counts. But thanx for caring. It was much appreciated, honestly. =) More than what I can say regarding certain others. To me, if you're friends with someone, u should always look out for them n what out for signs that they are falling n I was just thinking that maybe I shouldn't expect others to look out for me but you proved me wrong. Thanks a lot. *hugs* n i WILL reply ur mail soon