Damn.. just got back from my 10 days in Melbourne..
The feeling of returning here is just plain shitty, honestly.
I need to get Melb out of my system. Think I might have made a few wrong moves and made too much of some things while I was there and now I'm trying to get over it and pretend some things never happened.
Geez.. that makes it sound really wrong. I mean, the things that happened itself were all fine. In fact, they were great - I really enjoyed my little trip but... it's what I made of the things that happened that really screwed up my emotions which I'm now trying so hard to keep under control. Need to forget everything I thought. As I said, get it out of my system.

*sigh* Last day of high school ever tomorrow. Going back to visit Val and the two Stephs. Presents galore for them. *hics* and I guess for me too. Val said she's got my b'day present for me =) and I have a present for her from Melb too. No more high school for the rest of my life. No more uniforms to wear everyday. It's kinda sad cos my close group of friends won't be there tomorrow. They've all gone home. Pity. Ah well, hopefully I'll see them again one day but alas, we're all making our own separate journeys with time, Was supposed to get Mr Chidgey a present but I kinda forgot. Besides, I had no idea what to get him. Hah.. now that just sounds like an excuse.

Apparently Angie might be making her way to Melbourne as well next year. Damn damn damn.. @#$!% I dun really want her to come. In fact, I really don't want her to come. It's unexplainable, the situation. All I can say is that I'm not very happy about the possibility of bumping into her on the streets of Melbourne. I've got Jess on my side helping to dissuade her from coming. Hah! Yeah, I'm mean.. but I can't help it if I don't like her very much, right? *wink*