Hoping for too much

Hmm.. I guess my fellow BUDDY ain't gonna be calling tonight. He said he would. But that was before he asked me why i was doing this, although i have no idea what 'this' referred to, and he wouldn't tell me, so yeah, i guess he won't be calling tonight.

I dunno why I feel kinda disappointed. Maybe I thought things would have turned out better. Anyway, this is the bottom line. Not gonna happen. I was just hoping for too much.

Going out with Steph Wong tomorrow. I'm so excited. First time I've been out with a friend since my b'day. What's that? 2 months now? Woah.. *hics* Anyway, we're going to Subiaco tomorrow, to do a lil bit of shopping. And we're gonna watch The Incredibles too! Just for fun. Nobody else seems to want to watch it with me, anyway. Returning to my younger days when things didn't seem so bad =)