The end of orientation

Today was the last day of uni orientation.. I think. I didn't really attend orientation.. Went to bits and pieces that Steph wanted me to attend. I reckon it was kinda pointless. The best bit was the clubs n societies I guess. There are so many things I wanna join but it's kinda expensive to join them all and nobody else wants to join them so I'm kinda nervous about joining them on my own. That's a bit problem. I know I should just put myself out there and go try things out. Try and overcome my fear of being alone. I know that if I don't join the clubs now I probably never will join them like what happened at SMAGS (St. Mary's) but it's kinda difficult when u're new to a whole world to do just that. SO, as yet, I haven't decided what I'm gonna do.

However, I did strike up the courage to go n meet Nick Tee today though. Eeekksss.. he's so cute.. Even my sis agreed. She called me adorable.. Wahh.. can feel myself falling. Have to stop myself from going there. I don't really want to anyway. I know where it'll end up. Nowhere. Exactly. So it's pointless.

*sigh* I really miss having someone to hold me. It's times like these that I begin to understand why Angie cannot live without a boyfriend. It's just comforting to know that there's someone to protect u from everything else, if only for a while. Just someone to wrap his arms around me.. wah.. even the thought is enough to make me feel a lil bit more secure..