It's Thursday already?

Damn, only 3 more days before it's time to go back to uni. Argh..
*sigh*.. but at least i made the most out of the Easter break. I think. I did spend lots of time socializing n not enuff time studying as sort of was the plan. It was good fun, but not quite the lifestyle i want to live, if it was a choice. Unfortunately I think I need to learn to be less dependant on my sis. It's kinda difficult cos I lived every single day of life in Perth awaiting for the moment of reunion with my sis and sometimes it doesn't seem to be like I expected. She's got her own life and she's moved on from me. She's got people around her n I'm no longer a necessity in her life. Only she craves my companionship whenever there's nobody else around. That's what I'm for. I'm not quite certain that's what I want. So I'm living a false life. Going clubbing n drinking so many times in a week simply cos I wanna pretend that I don't need her. Pretend that I'm having so much fun without her. Perhaps in time, I'll even fool myself into believing it. But until then, I'm going to drown my sorrows any way I can. In other words, I have recuperation time till Saturday night. Going to some club's grand opening at the Hyatt. At least I'm not as bad as Yen Teng. *his* She's been out clubbing Friday, Saturday, Sunday n Tuesday. I didn't go for Saturday's. *yech* i dun even LIKE clubbing..

Btw some perv tried to pick me up on Tuesday night.. The conversation started off really well.. Ahahah..

Guy: Hie, can I dance with you?
Me : Erm........ no?

Hehheh... I'm such an anti-social. Ah well.. I did try to be polite though but I've always been told not to trust guys who pick girls up in a club.. so I'm pretty sceptical about anything he says. Anyway, he smsed me yesterday saying he had a good time with me. I didn't reply. No desire to. I kinda like that. Pick them up n drop them. Heheheh.. Sounds so evil. But I dun really care. Not looking for any attachment whatsoever. Just looking to have a good time, that's all. Just flattery n fun. Hah.. I think I'm so up myself. Maybe to cover for my insecurities? Ahahha.. like dancing in clubs. Geez.. my rhythm's different from everyone else. Feels so strange. Nevermind.. I guess that's just something I'll learn in time if I go clubbing enough.