Brrrrrr... so cold....

It's supposedly 13 degrees outside... but it feels so much colder on this dark, dreary day. Plus no one's awake yet... The world just seems soo quiet..


But last night was good though.. tee hee..! I think i rather showed everyone that i didn't like renn. Akakka.. so maybe carmen n siok will stop bringing it up. I dunno, maybe I'm just being paranoid.. but maybe renn feels a bit awkward around me cos she thinks i like her. Like.. she wouldn't let me get too close to her all night. But i dun relli mind.. I don't see what the big deal is whether i like her or not. It doesn't change anything. She was REALLY REALLY close to Tiff all night though.. AHahhaha...~!!
So yes.. i sure showed them..! *wink*


I reckon I live a double life. I tend to be such a conservative person most of the time.. but every time i go clubbing i go slightly wild. Well, maybe not slightly. Quite a bit. I think who I am went i go clubbing is probably who I'd like to be, but the constraints put on me by society stops me from being so. I mean.. who wants to be called cheap n slutty, righttt? But then again.. things that happen in a club don't ever mean a thing. Like with edmund last night.. Damn funny la... when the lights came on, he smiled n said to me,"Thank you for the dance." HAHAHAHA! That perfectly describes anything that happens in a club. So.. as with william.. as with edmund. But don't blame me for william. he started it this time.. not me. Hmmphhh!


Oh and they didn't play Dying Inside yesterdayyy.. Or they did but I don't remember hearing it.. I'm pretty sure they didn't. AND TIFF'S AWAKE!! YAYYYYYY