Cause I was dying inside to hold you.....

I think I'm way in too deep.


Crashed at Tiff's place on Thursday night. It was a much needed break away from home. Lots of tears (on my part) and lots of smiles on hers. Especially where a certain guy was concerned. Ahaha..


Castle last night was okay.. better than last week. Got my ENVY tag too! Too bad it's says Jen Tiang as opposed to my own name. Muahaha.. ah well.. it doesn't relli matter. It was a funny night. Lots of ups n downs. Tiff's guy concerned.. well, things aren't so rosy anymore. But then again.. things were never rosy and we knew it. Only chose not to see it. Or rather, to deny it. I feel like blaming him. But I know I can't. It's not his fault, and neither is it hers. Basically spent a lot of time last night with someone who has become sort of special to me. So sweet =)


I dunno what to do re:Aun Joe anymore. Kinda settled for anything. I'm not that fussed. And it's not that I don't care. More like, I can't care cos it would kill me. Resigned, is the word i'd use.


I wonder what people would say if I fell for a girl. Ahaha.. it's an interesting notion. Spent last night with 3 other not quite straight girls. It was rather fun, actually. Slept at carmen's n then renn's place (Arrow! like aun joe - not that he cared).


And I dedicate this to that someone. But all the girls love this song, don't we, Tiff? I'm glad they play it at Castle every week!
-And I was dying inside to hold you, couldn't believe what I felt for you.
Dying inside, I was dying inside but I couldn't bring myself to touch you..


I have bloodshot eyes. I don't know why. Had it for two days liao and it won't go down!! Tiff's is going down oredi.... *sob* *sob*