Night replaying thru my mind

Frustrated. Cannot sleep. Cannot stop thinking. I'm taking it harder than I understand why.


So many emotions.


I need to stop feeling them. I want peace. Too much rage. Too much negativity. Aiming to be a better person, a better friend. A more peaceful one. *cross fingers*


I should be happy. I got my ice cream. With someone who hates ice cream. Someone who came along just for me. Cos I wanted. =) I am happy. About that. Yes, I'm happy. But just only that. Other things outweigh it temporarily. FREDOS~!!



Gawd I care for u so much it's nonsensical. It's killing me watching u hurt. Everytime I close my eyes, I see it. I see the pain u try to hide; the pain that I caused indirectly. I never should have said anything.