Words fail me


I'm kinda hurt but i guess.. this is how it was always meant to be? I should never have said anything abt it in the first place cos admitting it made it a reality. n i dun quite know how to face reality?


Things are awkward. I want them to return it to the way they were before.


But think abt it.. I've waited this long.. i can wait somemore, right ame?


i dunno if i can.. *sighh*