20 mins later

This is the real goodbye.


Ending with words like:

Sean - 心灰意冷 雲楓看到密我 says (12:37 AM):
r u trying to pick a fight ?

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
....................

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
fuck u la

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
goodbye

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
i dun even want to fight with u

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
i let u win

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
lucky u dun read my blog

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
cos then u'd never know how i really feel

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
thank god

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:38 AM):
get out of my house please

jenn; don't love me; i'll ruin you says (12:39 AM):
i never wanna see u anymore


So bitter it's unbelievable. Yeah.. I'd definitely say its over. And I'm relieved because my burden's been lifted. But yet it still hurts. To know that he never bothered to remember/write down/save the address of this place so he could find out what's on my mind, especially. But he's a guy. I would never expect anything else. Lol. And who am I to mind now? I'm no longer his girlfriend. I've definitely succeeded in pushing them both away. Congrats. That's what I do best when I'm scared or hurt. Push everyone away.