I never realized that one person's death could have such a rippling effect. Even people who never knew that person could be affected. Wow. Impressive. But so bloody MISERABLE.

Peini's gone out so I have the house to myself to clear my mind and think. I feel suffocated. And scattered. On top of that, I no longer have to room to hide myself in when I just want to be alone. For the time being, that is. If I get the time, I might go take a photo of what my room looks like right now. Horrifying. Sean's, Jason's and Ket's stuff are ALL over my room. I can't get past my door at the moment. It's depressing me further than I already am.

On a happier note, I seem to be doing very well for my first week of uni =) I've attended all my lectures so far. WAHAHAHA so proud. But then again, I always start off this way. Hopefully, this sem with nobody around to distract me, I can try and turn introvert n just stay home n be hardworking. Lol. Key word there being try.