Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I think I've found my new favourite doctor XD i like very much. Hahaha.. not to mention he actually has no bloody clue as to what's wrong with me. He hazards guesses and then decides that it may not be the right answer =/ but i like him anyway. He amuses me, which is something new in a long long time.
So.. right now i'm just trying to make the most of what's left of life in Melbourne. Making it thru each day, one at a time. Plans to be hardworking and studious have fallen apart because there's no space in my room to be studious or hardworking. My room is a mess - my life is a mess. Freaking out about weird people. Freaking out about Biochem. Freaking out about the boredom that's gonna drive me crazy soon. Freaking out about the hermit lifestyle that I'm seemingly adopting. OH MY GAWDS!
Hahaha.. I'm turning 20 and I'm so so so bored of life already.
couple of things my therapist has said to me:
- some times bad things happen to good people..
- if you had a little sister and she was hurt, wouldn't you try to give her some love? give yourself some love.. its okay
some times i believe her, some times i don't. some times life is not worth living, but ending it all is too much trouble.
people tell you to hang in there. i guess there is not much else to do.
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